Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Missing You

Today is one year since Ryan, my brother in law passed away. I can't believe it's been a year already. Life goes by too fast. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him. I wish he were here to see my kids grow up and be that WILD Uncle he will remembered as. Most of all I wish he were here to be Dusty's brother. I can't imagine what it would be like to lose your brother. I know Dusty is hurt, mad, and misses his brother tremendously, but he never asks for sympathy. He never shows his disappointment. He is STRONG. He is the strongest person I know and I admire him for that. Although I wish Ryan were here with us to drink Captain Morgan, play domino's, and make us laugh. I know he's in a better place. I imagine him running wild in the streets of heaven. Hallin' butt in his Pontiac, singing Karaoke, and giving God a run for his money! We love you Ryan!

3 comments:

Melissa said...

Wow, what a beautiful post! I am sure Ryan would be crazy about the twins and very proud of you and Dusty. You both have had one hell of a year. We are always here for you! Love you lots!

Laci said...

What a sweet tribute to Ryan! You and Dusty are such strong people! You've been through so much! Love you guys!

Kelly said...

Ok, now I have cried at work. I cannot believe it has already been a year. He would love and spoil those boys. I think it is obvious he has been watching over them from heaven.